WOW...that is all I have to say! I mean I expected to happen, but this soon? I am trying to wrap my head around it and yet to have the "OMG I'M PREGNANT" feeling of joy. I am excited but I am not sure I am EXCITED. More scared shitless! But I know that is normal or at least common in new moms. I have friends that I have been trying for so long, I know their excitement would be through the roof, it sorta makes me feel undeserving of such a precious gift. But do all moms, even those wanting a child so badly, really have that euphoric feeling right off the bat? I feel that it would be impossible to be really really ready. I have met a few and kudos to them, hell of a women that is ready to change their life in nine months and be prepared to do so at the drop of a...sperm...in this case. So until I either start getting fat (well fatter, already changing before my eyes) or I can feel this tadpole, I think I still might be in disbelief. But now in disbelief not drinking alcohol or coffee...could be a long trimester!
Till next time.....me and my tadpole are going to pray for no morning sickness!
