we are judd......

There is a million reasons why people write. For education, for venting, for fun, to get famous. I guess I have a little of every reason for starting a blog. I have always wanted to write and let people hear my thoughts. Lord knows I say enough of them out loud. But mainly I am looking for something new. So boredom, I guess? But not because my husband is gone or because I need one more thing on my plate, but bored with my own existence. I need something new.  All those things that you were going to do by this certain age and in this certain capacity doesn't happen, then all of a sudden "now what?" I still have the same fucking needs to do more with this life as I did when I was "young and ambitious"... I think ambition left sometime during my 6 year of college, when I became an adult. And now here I am, with a great life that I did not see coming and......bored. So maybe a blog will do it?? And better yet, we'll let hubby be involved, hence "we are judd." He's there, I'm here. He'll write and I'll write and it'll be a virtual journal of shit no one cares about...but it will be Judd shit. Our values, thoughts, and points of view that makes us one person in many ways. And with that frame of mind, I look on to the unknown future and all it's mystery...maybe the written world will reveal something new for us because at this point, I just pray that I find myself doing something other then sitting on my ass in 3 years waiting for something great to happen...time to make it happen. So that's it- why I am writing a blog....so hopefully Oprah will see this and put me on her reading list!